When I left behind the hallowed halls of academia and was thrust into the “real world” to teach English in China, I received the well-wishes of family and the wisdom imparted from professors and friends. But no one teaches you how to be, well, alone.
In college I was so busy that I had to schedule time to eat. When I wasn’t in class, I was interning, in club meetings or hanging out with friends. But I loved the tight schedule. I thrived on this.
When I moved to China, I was busy at first as I learned the ropes of being an English language teacher but I soon began to realize that my life would never continue the way it had during college.
At first I was angry. I wanted to be busy and surrounded by friends. I wanted to be consumed by numerous projects and activities. Instead, I was the only foreign teacher at my school and (at the time) knew only two other people where I lived. Although I loved the kids and the local teachers, I found that I lacked the comfort of always having a close friend. I had a lot of alone time and I didn’t know what to do with it.
Since then, as I learned to deal with my frustrations, I’ve actually learned how to appreciate the down time, and learned a little more about happiness. How do you measure happiness? How do you define it?
In China, I’ve learned that simplicity is an integral part of happiness: reading a good book, cooking myself a great meal, taking a walk near the lake, or on special occasions, getting a cup of coffee at Starbucks (it’s a luxury in China) and reading the paper. In a way, I’ve discovered what Elizabeth Gilbert discovered in Italy: The art of doing nothing.
Just because I no longer plan every hour of my day like in college, it doesn’t mean that I’m not going to be fulfilled. I’ve since surprised myself and learned that I can make myself happy in any situation I find myself and it begins with doing nothing.
当我离开神圣的学术殿堂,被推到“真实世界”在中国教英语时,
在大学里我非常忙,以至于不得不安排时间吃饭。当我不在上课时,
当我移居到中国,摸索到做英语语言老师的门道时,我起初很忙碌,
起初,我很生气。我希望忙碌,有朋友围绕四周。
从那时起,当我学会了如何应对我的挫折,
在中国,我已经认识到简单是幸福的一个主要的部分:读一本好书,
仅仅因为我不再像在大学里一样安排我一天的每一个小时,